Assalamualaikum...WBT
Goodbye August... Welcome September...
Welcome to my territory... September is my lucky month..
Why??
Because i was born in September 26... Furthermore, i am sharing my birth date with my precious Ayah, Tuan Hj Md Yusoff Bin Ariffin. This year we are going to celebrate our birthday, again, together... (so sad.. it's been a few years i didn't celebrate my birthday with him, sorry Ayah -_- ).
Actually, we're (siblings) plan to have a big celebration for Ayah. This year Ayah turn 80. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for giving me another year to treasure with my parents... I miss you both, Mak & Ayah. Till we meet again this AidilAdha, InsyaAllah..
Please be healthy and stay strong.. (mood: sedih + gembira = tak sabaaa nak jumpa mereka)
And for myself..
I hope i will always be strong.. No matter what.
I know I am being tested by Him...
May Allah give me patience and always persevere in taking all the test.
But how long should i endure everything by myself, ignoring my thought, ignoring my feeling, ignoring everything.. Till when???
Yes, people always said that, Allah has a better plan for His servants. Yes, Allah has a greater plan for me than i have for myself.
It's quite sometime though.. I am still here.. yes.. here.
I will keep my Prayer and Du'a.. May Allah ease EVERYTHING..
I can't hide my tears whenever i think about myself. The pain in my heart is still the same. I don't wish to be everything to everyone. But i would like to be something to someone...
I am me.. and nothing more...
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