Assalamualaikum ... WBT
Today nak story mori tentang satu isu... Scandal...
Scandal or secret lover or part time lover ataupun lebih senang nak faham maknanya dalam bahasa melayu ialah "kekasih gelap". Apa ada dengan scandal? Kenapa mesti nak ada scandal? Nowadays, it's very difficult to say.. Scandal ni lebih kepada seseorang yang sudah jadi milik orang, tetapi dalam masa yang sama menjalin hubungan cinta bersama orang lain. When you talk about scandal, sound somewhat harsh and wow!! But when you call a "kekasih gelap", it is sound soft and nicer.. Don't you think so?? Hahahhaaa (gilerr.. maknanya sama je anyway)
So, whether it is wrong or not, YOU, ask YOURSELF.. As for me, i have my own answer.. Well, you don't have to judge others, coz you don't even know what is really happening behind the wall. You also didn't know what is your future like...
Well, let me straight to the point..
Last week, my friend throw me an unexpected question. Kau Ghase...
I didn't expect he will ask me such question... I am surprised! At first, i thought that he was joking and teasing me... So, i just ignored him..
The intro is pretty decent which i didn't suspect anything. I don't remember when was the first time we met, but yes, we did met once before.. he is still single at that time. Other than that we only communicate thru messenger.. I am comfortable to have a conversation with him.. All this while, we only just say, hi, how are you, how you've been doing and etc etc..
Until last week suddenly he shoot me with a silly question.. Tak tergamak nak mention in here.. WTH he was thinking at that time.. But i keep on listening to every single words that comes out from him. (hahaahaa)
In other words, he wants to scandal with me... I told him to become my bff but he refused. He wants to be my scandal. (This is sounds funny and crazy at the same time, coz i heard this from someone else, what a coincidence.. hahhahaa) But, my mind told me that, he just want to teasing me.. Whatever..
Until.. he confess to me about something.. he said that he attracted to me since the first time he saw my BBM pic and he wish to get closer to me last time. Yes, last time.. a few years back.. (ayat yang biasa aku dengar dari dulu sampai sekarang)
I noticed that, we are getting closer thru a messenger.. When his name pop up on my phone.. spontaneously, i will grin.. coz i feel funny.. i wish he would give up.. but its not like i'm expecting... Maybe too early, But.. i hope he will get bored very soon..
But hey..when i say that we're getting closer, its not what you were thinking.. (no, no, no)
I mean, I'm getting more comfortable to share my story with him.. at the moment.. I hope he can keep his promise.. to keep it safe. Sshhhh
And i really love his word " If you are meant for me, I will never miss the opportunity. But if I miss the opportunity, you will never meant for me." I will keep this word somehow..
Onlyme
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